" You are strong enough to face it all, even if it doesn't feel like it right now"
There is so much that I have to say, to get off my chest. So much has been going on and I know that I made this so I could come here and chart my journey. A journey that I had hoped wouldn't last long. I am not sure that is the case. I had my recent pet scan an hot spot so upon further testing found that it was an enlarged lymph node. I am scheduled for a biopsy on the 19th. I am not sure what this means for me and my treatment plan. Does this mean that Opdivo is not working? I had hoped that this would work and that I'd do my year and be done with the cancer. That may still be true if this biopsy comes back negative for it being cancer. In my heart though I don't feel that is going to be the case. I have read so many people say how it just keeps coming back. Honestly, I can handle that. I can handle it coming back as long as we keep fighting it and that it doesn't take me. I'm not ready to travel down that road. I still have fight left in me even if some days it ...