Just when you think it's over
I have always known that there was always a chance that my cancer could come back. I had prepared myself for that. In my mind I always knew that. I didn't expect to get the news that I have gotten. Two brain tumors that formed pretty fast. From the time that I was diagnosed with them to the time that I had surgery was just over a week. Pathology reports show that I have a secondary cancer. Colorectal Cancer. I don't even know how to really process all of this information. I'm terrified. It's only natural to be terrified. I know that. It doesn't make me feel any better. My whole life changed getting this diagnosis. The tumors were removed but left me with some deficits. My right leg will never be the same again. I'll never be able to walk the same. My brain is still a little scattered and hard for me to remember things and to talk. They say that with some time my speech and memory will recover. Just not my leg. I try to act like it's okay. That I'll be o...